Few months from now I will leave the place that I have been coming back for four years. I will leave with a big thank you and a big smile. I know there will be a big future ahead of us. As long as we know what are our goals and dreams are, I believe we can reach it.
But there are times that I think I’m not ready for the new world that I will be in after graduation. There are hesitations that I may not be that good in the field of work that I will choose. There is a fear that maybe my coworkers won’t like me or I cannot adopt on their world or I will be left behind. Another that I worry about is that will there really be a job for me after I graduate? It ridiculous! What can I call this? Graduation jitters? LOL.
I will really miss a lot of people, a lot of places and a lot of moments. College life was really extraordinary, exciting and momentous. New friends were discovered, new hang out places were stayed and new memories to be treasured forever.
In college I felt the so called “love” but in the end I may say that it was only an infatuation. Actually it was a one sided love. I’m not bitter, I’ve just become better. Better because I’ve realized things that made me improved as a person. I believe that someday I will meet someone in an unexpected place, time, and happening.
There were misunderstandings with some people but I’m glad that before we separate ways we had exchanged smiles with each other. There were problems in different subjects and especially in thesis but we overcome it all. With determination and self discipline we surpassed all those challenges.
Well, maybe it’s just being ready. Just be prepared on whatever may come. You cannot stop the future to come. All you can do is to face it with open arms and with a big smile. This ending will surely start a new beginning.
[another late post. :)))]