Running Away

Kaninang umaga may nagtext na kaibigan ko at tinatanong if naniniwala ako na “sometimes running away is a solution”.

Ano ba yan! Umagang umaga kung maka tanong naman to?!

Anyway, sinagot ko naman ang tanong niya. Pero hindi din ako sure sa sagot ko actually. Sabi ko kasi depende naman kasi yan sa sitwasyon. (hindi ko lang talaga alam ang tamang sagot sa tanong na yun. Playing safe ba ako? haha! )

Siya kasi, feeling niya moving in a new place and having a new environment would make him a better person. Pag nandiyan kasi siya sa kung saan man siya ngayon sa tingin niya hindi siya magbabago. Kaya kailangan at gusto niyang umalis.

Is he being a coward? For me, he’s not. I think gusto niya lang magsimula ulit. Knowing some of the trials in his life, siguro napagod na din siya. Kasi alam niya naman na may mga kasalanan naman siya sa mga nangyari sa buhay niya.

Pero hindi ko pa talaga alam ang sagot sa tanong niya na yun. hanggang ngayong pinag iisipan ko pa. haha!

The First Timer

I should be watching a movie together with my brother last Friday (his treat), but unfortunately the day we should be watching it, the tickets are all sold out. I really wanted to see this movie and I decided to watch it alone (my first time actually).

What that first time was all about?
I was falling in line for the movie ticket when I noticed that all of those who are in the line are with someone and I’m not. Sad. tsk.

When I entered the cinema I had a hard time looking for my seat because I was not familiar with seating plan of that cinema. And that was kind of embarrassing. 

Every time I have side comments I just keep it on my mind. Why? Because i think the person seated beside me would think that I’m crazy. haha

My reactions were minimal. I mean I was not that loud compared to when I’m watching a movie with my friends. Oh, it’s a bit hard to control. lol

Well, that first time was actually fun. Cheers for more first time for me! 🙂

Looking Forward

It’s been a while since I wrote my last blog.. and i miss this! The past month was really a busy month for me. I got a new job and adjustments followed. New field, new people, new environment. Well, hello Telco World!

There are a lot of people I miss way back home. Family, friends, places.. I may be sad at times but I know it’s part of the path that I chose. I want to be better, I want to explore, I want to experience more!

I may be experiencing hard times at work at the moment, but i believe that i could do it the way they expected it to be.

So, maybe the next time some people would see me, they would see a better me. 🙂

Guimaras I LOVE!

Feeling the heat of the sun makes me want to go to the beach. It is already in the middle of summer but I was not able to see the beach for this season. Maybe next year will do. Haha. Maybe if I already have a job, I can go wherever I want to go if I have time. I want to explore Guimaras. I think before going somewhere else you should first discover places which are in your area. I grew up in Guimaras but I was not able to travel around my province.
Maybe many of us don’t know the secret paradises of Guimaras. There are a lot of beaches and resorts in Guimaras that are not well known yet very interesting to discover. I can really say that Guimaras is the island that fits your taste. Not only because the province has the sweetest mango, but also because of beautiful places, wonderful people and peaceful environment.
So come to Guimaras, where life is simple and the future is bright. J

THE END THAT STARTS A NEW BEGINNING

Few months from now I will leave the place that I have been coming back for four years. I will leave with a big thank you and a big smile. I know there will be a big future ahead of us. As long as we know what are our goals and dreams are, I believe we can reach it.
But there are times that I think I’m not ready for the new world that I will be in after graduation. There are hesitations that I may not be that good in the field of work that I will choose. There is a fear that maybe my coworkers won’t like me or I cannot adopt on their world or I will be left behind. Another that I worry about is that will there really be a job for me after I graduate? It ridiculous! What can I call this? Graduation jitters? LOL.
I will really miss a lot of people, a lot of places and a lot of moments. College life was really extraordinary, exciting and momentous. New friends were discovered, new hang out places were stayed and new memories to be treasured forever.
In college I felt the so called “love” but in the end I may say that it was only an infatuation. Actually it was a one sided love. I’m not bitter, I’ve just become better. Better because I’ve realized things that made me improved as a person. I believe that someday I will meet someone in an unexpected place, time, and happening.
There were misunderstandings with some people but I’m glad that before we separate ways we had exchanged smiles with each other. There were problems in different subjects and especially in thesis but we overcome it all. With determination and self discipline we surpassed all those challenges.
Well, maybe it’s just being ready. Just be prepared on whatever may come. You cannot stop the future to come. All you can do is to face it with open arms and with a big smile. This ending will surely start a new beginning. 
[another late post. :)))]