Sore throat lang nga ba? Oo. Sore throat lang yan. Sore throat na masakit at hindi mo alam kung kelan mawawala pero kaya mong tiisin.
Hugot sa Sore throat
The First Timer
I should be watching a movie together with my brother last Friday (his treat), but unfortunately the day we should be watching it, the tickets are all sold out. I really wanted to see this movie and I decided to watch it alone (my first time actually).
What that first time was all about?
I was falling in line for the movie ticket when I noticed that all of those who are in the line are with someone and I’m not. Sad. tsk.
When I entered the cinema I had a hard time looking for my seat because I was not familiar with seating plan of that cinema. And that was kind of embarrassing.
Every time I have side comments I just keep it on my mind. Why? Because i think the person seated beside me would think that I’m crazy. haha
My reactions were minimal. I mean I was not that loud compared to when I’m watching a movie with my friends. Oh, it’s a bit hard to control. lol
Well, that first time was actually fun. Cheers for more first time for me! 🙂
Looking Forward
It’s been a while since I wrote my last blog.. and i miss this! The past month was really a busy month for me. I got a new job and adjustments followed. New field, new people, new environment. Well, hello Telco World!
There are a lot of people I miss way back home. Family, friends, places.. I may be sad at times but I know it’s part of the path that I chose. I want to be better, I want to explore, I want to experience more!
I may be experiencing hard times at work at the moment, but i believe that i could do it the way they expected it to be.
So, maybe the next time some people would see me, they would see a better me. 🙂
Fate
Sometimes I think of quitting
But I don’t know if it is the right thing
There are times that I feel I’m weak
And I’m just waiting for my defeat
Maybe strength is all I need
And take a bright torch for my lead
Just trust that whatever happens
Stay calm and never think of tense
Everything will be in place
Just don’t forget to give him praise
Because he knows what is best for you
He will just be there in whatever decision you do
I may not have expected the things that will happen
But I know I will not be left hanging
Because I believe that there is someone that will catch me
And will say, “this is where you are meant to be”
Pag-asa o Paasa?
Paasa ka nang paasa
Pero mu patutunguhan ba?
Kung wala ay sabihin mo na
Nang makapag move on na
Pilit ko mang isipin
Na ikaw ay talaga para sa akin
Pero may mga pagkakataon rin
Na masasabi kong, “di rin”
Pero bakit hanggang ngayon ako ay umaasa
Na maisipan mong akoy piliin pa
At paulit ulit kong sinasabi na
May pag asa pa ba talaga?
Bakit kung kalian meron nang iba
Nandiyan ka na naman at pa sulpot sulpot pa
Ano ba talaga ang gusto mong mangyari?
Sabihin mo na at wag nang magkunwari.
Paghihintay
Mula noon sanay akong maghintay
Okay lang kahit walang kasabay
Kahit ilang oras kaya kong tiisin
May mapaglibangan lang okay na sa akin
Pero ngayon ibang klase na to
Hindi ako sanay na ganito
Hindi alam kung ano ang inaabangan
Kung may patutunguhan nga ba naman
Siguro isang tawag okay na
Para malaman ko kung ano talaga
Para na rin makapagdesisyon ng tama
At agam agam ko ay mawala
Minsan ang paghihintay ay nakakabagot
Hindi mo alam kung saya o lungkot ang dulot
Siguro kailanga lang talaga ng pasensya
At tanggapin na lang kung ano ang kahihinatnan niya
Desisyon
Mapapanidigan ko kaya ang desisyon ko?
May babalikan pa ba ako kung mali ito?
Mga tanong na pabalik balik sa aking utak
Hindi matigil tigil ang imahinasyong malawak
Minsan ako ay napapanghinaan na ng loob
Hindi alam kung ano sa desisyon ko ang nakapaloob
Ano kaya ang magiging resulta?
Hindi ko malaman laman talaga
Sana naman ako ay iyong tulungan
Kung ano man ang mangyari o madatnan
Sana ito ay maharap ko ng malakas
At maisipang meron pa namang bukas
Sa buhay natin kailangan natin mag desisyon
Desisyon na hindi dapat isama ang emosyon
Dahil minsan kapag naka desisyon ka na
Ito ay hindi mo na mababawi kalian pa.
Buena Vista!
a view from BUENAVISTA, GUIMARAS! after an hour and a half of walk, i feel relaxed because of this beautiful view. try to visit Guimaras for you to see how lovely this province is. :)))
Guimaras I LOVE!
Feeling the heat of the sun makes me want to go to the beach. It is already in the middle of summer but I was not able to see the beach for this season. Maybe next year will do. Haha. Maybe if I already have a job, I can go wherever I want to go if I have time. I want to explore Guimaras. I think before going somewhere else you should first discover places which are in your area. I grew up in Guimaras but I was not able to travel around my province.
Maybe many of us don’t know the secret paradises of Guimaras. There are a lot of beaches and resorts in Guimaras that are not well known yet very interesting to discover. I can really say that Guimaras is the island that fits your taste. Not only because the province has the sweetest mango, but also because of beautiful places, wonderful people and peaceful environment.
So come to Guimaras, where life is simple and the future is bright. J
THE END THAT STARTS A NEW BEGINNING
Few months from now I will leave the place that I have been coming back for four years. I will leave with a big thank you and a big smile. I know there will be a big future ahead of us. As long as we know what are our goals and dreams are, I believe we can reach it.
But there are times that I think I’m not ready for the new world that I will be in after graduation. There are hesitations that I may not be that good in the field of work that I will choose. There is a fear that maybe my coworkers won’t like me or I cannot adopt on their world or I will be left behind. Another that I worry about is that will there really be a job for me after I graduate? It ridiculous! What can I call this? Graduation jitters? LOL.
I will really miss a lot of people, a lot of places and a lot of moments. College life was really extraordinary, exciting and momentous. New friends were discovered, new hang out places were stayed and new memories to be treasured forever.
In college I felt the so called “love” but in the end I may say that it was only an infatuation. Actually it was a one sided love. I’m not bitter, I’ve just become better. Better because I’ve realized things that made me improved as a person. I believe that someday I will meet someone in an unexpected place, time, and happening.
There were misunderstandings with some people but I’m glad that before we separate ways we had exchanged smiles with each other. There were problems in different subjects and especially in thesis but we overcome it all. With determination and self discipline we surpassed all those challenges.
Well, maybe it’s just being ready. Just be prepared on whatever may come. You cannot stop the future to come. All you can do is to face it with open arms and with a big smile. This ending will surely start a new beginning.
[another late post. :)))]